Ok so I’m in the saddest fucking state of my life these past months. We broke up three months ago and I still cry every single day. It’s killing my personality. My feelings and emotions are eating me from the inside and at this moment, I’ve given up. There is not possible way for me to get over him. I tried it all and in all honesty, I don’t really even want to get over him. We’ve been through too much to just end completely. I want him to be mine right now and I seriously lost complete hope that we ever will. Therefore I’m sad everyday of my life. It’s sad and pathetic. I cannot help it anymore. He is the fucking love of my life. I’ve fallen WAY too hard for this boy. The hardest thing is that we are like best friends and talk and hang out all the time. That it pretty fuckin difficult to deal with when all you’re thinking is “can we just kiss?” And then I feel back because I look upset when I’m with him sometimes and I have to lie and say nothing is wrong. Lol, my life sucks right now. Rant session over.
Thank you so much, I actually left him because I thought he cheated. Now that I know he didn’t I made both of us look like fools. I miss him so fucking much, even if we do talk all the time. I cry almost every night, and it’s been like three months since we broke up.
Desperately in need of cheering up, like I’m so upset I could fucking puke and it’s not a good feeling. I’m not even sure who to talk to either. I’m lost and I feel forgotten, honestly. Please please please, someone on here just make tonight better for me.
Thanks! I’m glad you like my posts :) And my first post has nothing to do with the rest of them haha, that was a while ago. And we were really happy together and we’re still really close. But hey yeah, you seem really nice!